Dear, 20 yo Vita.
I'm so proud of you tonight. You've changed into a really better person now.
I didn't notice it since when but i just realized it tonight. A quick flashback when I was still in school, I was a tomboy who liked to fight with anyone who tried to mess up with me, anyone no exception. I remember when I was in senior high school, i punched my classmates on his face just because he talked inconsistently. And today, wow wow wow, I was having an argument with a guy, a really annoying guy who i found later as a two faced guy -sounds so pussy, ay? I know- he tried to punch me on my face but what I did was just simply unexpected, I myself expected that i would even punch him first before he tried to punch me, but I didn't. I kept being calm. Let the people judge. Let the people decide who won the fight.
Now I know why did my mom always taught me never attack people first before they touch you. It feels content. I feel like I found peace within me. I finally beat my own ego.
You know it when people say, "your mind is the only enemy you have", once you conquer your mind, there's nothing else to worry about.
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