Not Bloody (yet) Betrayal

I felt like i've been betrayed. But actually who am I, right? I have no right to keep them to be always with me. Friends do not always stay together, do they? Cheer up, Pitee!

Mr. Jesse!

Lol i had been in some important moments in my life this year but i haven't post anything about them here, but right now i will post something that is because Mr. Jesse. So today i went to a public speaking workshop that was held by EDSA and BSO LDS at room Parlinah Moedjono in our university library. I don't want to talk about the workshop, but yeah probably a little bit about it, i want to talk about Mr. Jesse, omg i'm so so happy that i could have a chance to talk to him like personally, he's so kind, and handsome hahaha i even told my friend that i am willing to marry him though he is old /i'm sorry to say/ but really he's so handsome! i know you may think that  i am disgusting by liking him, but for them who know me so well, i know they know what the reason behind it. Oh ya, for you who don't know who Mr. Jesse is, he is a supervisor of Ms. Christy Lewis, he is from the US Embassy, and Ms. Christy is a teacher exchange around the world, so there are a lot of people like Ms. Christy all over the world, she has been in Universitas Airlangga for about 6-7 months if i'm not mistaken, and she is the speaker of today workshop.

Back to Mr. Jesse, we were talking about Banjarmasin, he told me that he went to Banjarmasin a few times ago, he even showed me some pictures that he took there. omg this is the first time i feel proud that i came from Banjarmasin. it's like oh my god it was so fortunate that i mentioned about Banjarmasin in my speech practice together along with him and the other 3 of the participants. It is too bad i didn't take any picture with him cuz i feel like ugh no i couldn't be look this horrible to have picture with him. He is in Jakarta now, before he left i said to him "thank you for coming Mr. Jesse, it was very good to see you, i hope we can meet again, in Banjarmasin probably." and he replied me while chuckling "hahaha nah it is a pleasure to meet you, i hope to meet you again too, more likely in Surabaya i guess." oh yes pleaseeeeeee come to Surabaya again and bring the ring! hahahaah